When you love someone is this supposed to happen?

well i fell in love with my first love 2 years ago and a few months in november 2004 when i first fell in love with her i fell in love with her deeply i used to get deep heart flutterings for her just by even thinking about her but now i dont get that very often i havent seen her in like 4 months but i still think about her alot,i even had a dream i jumped of this high building for her (i was half asleep) and i could feel my heart beating faster becuase i was so scared.but i did it for her and i would do anything for her my heart always tells me were meant to be, well i liked her every scince i was 11 fell in love with her when i was 12 now im 15. what i think happened was that im passed the romantic love stage and into the companionate love now and i just dont think i can feel that way i did about her when i frst fell in love with her with anyone else but her till at least 30 or 40 years from now but all i know is that i feel like we had something really special between us even though

When you love someone is this supposed to happen?
I think you should find out from her if she likes you. There's no point sitting around wondering about it. Or get one of your friends on myspace to ask her who the poem is about